She's got a fax machine
She don't know what it means
Cause I'm not following insight

She's got a self-esteem
She don't have what it means
Cause I'm not following insight

She's just a fantasy
She's got a hold on me
Cause I'm not following insight

You're Judas
Why?
It's treason to be a fool in season
I've got a thousand reasons
Why love is good

You got a hold on me
You're cutting loose on me
You've got to stay
I'll walk away
You can't believe
The words I say

Cause I believe in the atrocity
You're living out hypocrisy
Cause I believe in the philosophy
Of killing what you want to be
I've got all of the insight

You're Judas
Why?
It's treason
To be a fool in season
I've got a thousand reasons
Why love is good

You've got to stay
I'll walk away
You can't believe the words I say
You're so passé
Bet you portray
All the naive poor flock of prey

Music and Lyrics written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2010 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

I want to write with a gun
Now that the damage is done
I think that I can
I want to write with a gun.

I think I have a hangover from all the music
I never thought that one day we could all abuse it
Securities aren't what they seem so dream on we can use it
I like to think that I can
I want to stop everyone
I think that I can
You are my light I see again
You are my light I see ya

I notice how to act when there's a weak conduit
Believable is artificial means to chew it
My favorite flavor is the pink they think it's hard to chew it
My memories aren't what they seem so maybe I can do it

I want to write with a gun
I think that I can

You are my light I see again
You are my light I see ya
I remember when you turned around to look at me
I couldn't think but nevermind that now that I can see
I want to write with a gun
I think that I can

I remember when you turned around to look at me
I couldn't think but nevermind that now that I can see
I notice how to act whenever we can do it
Believe it all there's nothing left so maybe we can do it

Music and Lyrics written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2010 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

You got the motor running
I got the silence on
There's just a door that I can
I cannot let you through it now
You got it loaded cause
You wanted to be something
I got your note before it
I'm not sure you could do it now

Because you're running too much now
You've got them running too much now

Swing low
You've got to fight to let them know
Swing low
You've got the right to let it go
But you're running too much now
You've got them running too much now

You got the motor running
I got the violence on
It's just a war that I can
I cannot let you do it

But you're running too much now
You've got them running too much now

Music and Lyrics written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2010 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

Are we alone?
We are alone
If we are strangers
We are alone

Are we unknown?
We are unknown
We can be strangers
We are unknown

We can't remember to stop
Stop, we're fighting wars that we cannot
We will define the line if you bleed or rot
I can remember the rest of the knife sinking in and feeling hot

I wanna feel something
I wanna be used
I wanna feel something now
I wanna be you

I want to separate
Alleviate the complications
This is our human fate
No time to wait for constellations
Take the pill that you swallow
Hope you will see tomorrow
Maybe they'll take you away

Music and Lyrics written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2010 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

Here comes the new pollution
Refine the old solution
Take mine back, evolution

Let's start a war to be kind
We want it more if they mind
Our culture is poor and so blind

Got what you wanted
Got what you want?

It's more than what we can hide
A war that's burning inside me
Got what you want?
The burning inside

It's not a sound pollution
No end or resolution
Rewriting retribution

Got what you wanted
Got what you want?

It's more than what we can hide
A war that's burning inside me
Got what you want?
The burning inside

We need a revolution
To breed a new solution
Got to fight for the generation we leave
And give them what they want
Give them what they want

It's more than what we can hide
A war that's burning inside me
Got what you want?
The burning inside

The burning inside
The burning inside me
Got what you want?
The burning inside me

We need a revolution
To breed a new solution
Got to fight for the generation we lead

Music and Lyrics written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2002 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

Get away get away get away
Get away from what people say
I don't care I don't care I don't care
What they say to our enemy

Far away far away we're far away
Far away from what people say
I don't care I shouldn't care I don't care
What they say to our enemy

Transcending far from my dreams
I can't help but feel something
What to say?

Transcending far from my dreams
You can't help but fall into me
Save me from what I'm thinking
I wish I couldn't see what it's like to be free

I don't care

Music and Lyrics written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2002 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

You're never gonna see her cry
And all you wanna do is try

Oh baby, baby, don't you mess with my baby
Yah baby, baby, don't you mess with my baby
Cause you'll see and you'll know
That you're never gonna let her go

You tried to see her last night
And all you wanna do is try

Oh baby, baby, don't you mess with my baby
Yah baby, baby, don't you mess with my baby
Cause you'll see and you'll know
That you're never gonna let her go

Music and Lyrics written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2002 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

You will like it when I can't see ya
I'm feeling nothing and I can't breathe
You will like it when I'm fire
I think I like it but I am a liar

You will like it when I can't see ya
I'm feeling nothing and I can't breathe
You will like it when I'm fire
I think I like it but I am a liar

And they'll be, yah they'll be
The way they want to
They will see, yah they will see
The way they want to
They will breathe, yah they will breathe
The way they want to
They will dream, yah they will dream
To be just like you

Music and Lyrics written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2002 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

Seventeen years in what I called hell
I take my life and her as well
She'll come home and turn on lights
She's got the fear I're getting in fights
She doesn't believe that in herself
She's got bad bones and she's got bad health
Out on the streets is home to her
She never lived that way

Gone away...
She's gone away

Seventeen years in what I called hell
I take my life and her as well
Out on the streets is home to her
She never felt that way

Gone away...
She's gone away

Music and Lyrics written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 1998 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

Well she's loaded, turning eight by eight
I cannot forget her and oh her mistakes
Now she's gone, will you forgive me yah
Now she's gone

Empty like the rain falling shallow and thin
The moon lights up on the television
Now it's gone, will you forgive me yah
Now it's gone

Alone for summer days when I had me a friend or two
Alone for summer days that I've had

Alone for summer days when I had me a friend or two
Alone for summer days that I've had boy you put me through
Alone for summer days when I had me a friend or two
Alone for summer days that I've had

Music and Lyrics written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2003 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

One thing that I don't mind
But if you can't help it see the pain that I find
It's only one, two, three, when I fire
Won't you give into my one desire

Well alright, well okay

One thing that I don't mind
But if you can't help it see the pain that I find
It's only one, two, three, when I fire bang
Won't you give into my one desire

Well alright, well okay

Heaven bleeds onto me
Crying, I find ways
To believe in mercy
I'm satisfied

Well alright, well okay

Heaven bleeds onto me
Crying, I find ways
To believe in mercy
I'm satisfied
I want you to be

Alright, well okay, well alright

Music and Lyrics written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2003 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

I'm not your wishing well
I'm not your wishing well
Dear asshole, wish you well
I'm not your wishing well

Everybody knows what's on your mind
Everybody sees that you are mine
Cause I know you just don't understand
Cause I know you just don't understand

You are my bitch from hell
You are my bitch from hell
I love you, bitch from hell
You are my bitch from hell

Everybody likes what's on your mind
Everybody likes that you are mine
Cause I know you make me understand
Cause I know you make me understand

Everybody knows what's on your mind
Everybody sees that you are mine
Cause I know you just don't understand
Cause I know you just don't understand

Music and Lyrics written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 1996 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

She turns herself to me
She walks away for me
I cannot let myself believe
Wish that you never let me free

Say goodbye

She is stuck inside of me
I know that these feelings are for me
By now I'd rather die
Than be here

Say goodbye

I'm leaving, goodbye

Say goodbye

Music and Lyrics written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 1996 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

(not real lyrics, for melody only)

So you think that you got a feeling
I don't know but it works for me
Can you live just another feeling
I don't know why don't see

Can you live just another feeling
I don't know but you hate me to be
Can you feel just what I'm feeling
I don't know why can't you see

Let me go

Can you feel just what I'm feeling
When you ??? so gently on me
So you think that you got a feeling
In all reason for you to see

Can you feel just what I'm feeling
I don't know but you hate me to be
Can you feel just what I'm feeling
I don't know why don't you see

Let me go

Out in to the world that you hear
I let down
I wish I could I feel out here
Let me go

Cold winds by night
I feel alright
Call out my name
Call out my name

So you think that you got a feeling
I don't know why don't you see
Can you feel just what I'm feeling
I don't know but you hate me to be

Let me go

Out in to the world that you hear
I let you down
I cannot feel I cannot hear
I wish you would
I cannot feel I cannot hear
I let you drown
I cannot feel I cannot hear
Let me go

Music and Lyrics written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2002 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

I never really seemed to think
About the times I have or the drinks you drink
I think that you would know by now
I think that you're coming down

I never really seemed to think
About the times you have or the drinks you drink
I think that you would know by now
I think that you're coming down

Tried to cry
When you died for me
It's all true
I'll be just like, just like you yah

Tried to cry
When you died for me
It's all true
I'll be just like, just like you yah

Coming down

Coming down down uhh sluuh uhh

Music and Lyrics written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2000 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

If you
Want a freeway
I drive
Down a cliché

You know that life is so slow
You say that love is nothing but fate

When you
Told me goodbye
I flew
Up to the sky

But you're right on the other side
I can feel it
With all of the satellites
You're right on the other side
I can feel it
All of the satellites

You can't decide if you're breathing
You can't survive if you're needing
All of the satellites
All of the satellites now

Music and Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2009 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

I was lost
Now I’m finding
Teenage closure
I was wrong
Words meant nothing
If you’re social

Deep inside a memory..

All of our wasted youth is..
Shattered

Deep inside a memory..

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2006 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

We are the ones without a name
They have the guns and point the blame
I used to dream that life would change
We are bought and sold in wars they wage

You’re in line..
Wasting time..

We are the ones that have no name
They have the guns that hide the shame
I used to dream that life would change
We are bought and sold in wars they wage

You’re in line..
Wasting time you see
Cause you don’t want to be that bored
You don’t want to be ignored

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2006 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

I’ll be running going nowhere
I’ll be running out of dreams
When there’s nothing left hide here
I’ll be running out on me

I’m growing old, now I’m listless
Pocket change, brandy-stained incense
Nevermind the sulfur in the turpentine
Try to find a way you’ll never claim was mine
I really love all the things that you do
And you’ll do, and you’ll do, and you’ll do, and you

I’ve been alone, now I’m useless – just like you
Pocket change, brandy-stained incense – how bout you
Nevermind the sulfur in the turpentine
Try to find a way you’ll never claim was mine
I really love all the things that you do
And you’ll do, and you’ll do, and you’ll do, and you

Fuck you and your attitude
Hate me ‘cause I’m not you
Terrified, you’d rather be
Down on your knees

I’ll be running going nowhere
I’ll be running out of dreams
When there’s nothing left hide here
I’ll be running

Brothers and sisters, the time has come for each and every one of you to decide whether you are going to be the problem or whether you are going to be the solution. It takes five seconds, five seconds of decision.
Five seconds to realize that it’s time to move. It’s time to get down with it. Brothers, it’s time to testify and I want to know, are you ready to testify? Are you ready? I give you a testimonial…

I’ll be running going nowhere
I’ll be running out of dreams
When there’s nothing left hide here
I’ll be running out on me

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2006 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

Yesterday, I wanted silence alone
Truth is in, caving in, dying ingrown
I wanted somebody else’s hue
Nothing is quite like inside you

I don't know when, I don't know when, I don't know when
Walking inside your head
I don't know when, I don't know when, I don't know when
Walking inside you

Lucky man, telling them, “I want to know,
If nothing is quite like it seems, untrue.”
I could leave, I could leave you
Whether prone
I wanted to see how they made you
With nothing inside at all

I don't know when, I don't know when, I don't know when
Walking inside your head
I don't know when, I don't know when, I don't know when
Walking inside you, inside you

And I will follow you back home
And I will follow you back home
Yah I will follow you back home
And I will follow you back home

I get next you, I get further away
I get next you, I get further away
Said, I want you, like you want me to
I want you, just like you wanted
I want you, like you want me to
I want you, just like you wanted

I don't know when, I don't know when, I don't know when, I don't know when
I don't know when, I don't know when, I don't know when
Walking inside your head
I don't know when, I don't know when, I don't know when
Walking inside you

And I will follow you back home
And I will follow you back home
Yah I will follow you back home
And I will follow you back home

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2006 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

Falling out of reach
Chances are we’re meant to be
The same again
I wanted to be
The one to give you everything
In the end

I will be your callus heart frustrated
I will be your shadow moonlit faded
Until you rise with me..

Farther out of reach
Chances are we’re meant to feel
The pain again
I wanted to be
The one to tell you everything
In the end

I will be your callus heart frustrated
I will be your shadow moonlit faded
Until you rise with me..

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2006 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

Hey, I can say
I know something
I know something
Say, say you’re gay
I know something
I know something

Pay, pay to play
I know something
I know something
Stay, stay away
I know something
I know something

Semper Fi
Said if I
Never Fi

Get Away

When alone
I will know
Careful prey
You will say
No one knows
Where I’ll go
Careful play
Mind dismay

Semper Fi
Said if I
Never Fi

Get Away

I know something
I know something
I know something
I know something

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2006 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

I wanted to see you
I wanted to see your eyes
Nothing can save you
One last kiss goodbye

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2006 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

You’re just like an angel
Skin so adorned in white
And bound to be tangled
Trapped in a car tonight

I can’t help the feeling
My faith is more inclined
To laugh at your reasons
Why only our love survives

You’re left on the road
And no one will wave
Finding the way back home
And all the mistakes
That you and me made
Finding the way back home

Did I drive away?
No one ever tries to change
Did I stop and wave?
No one can ever take you away

You’re just like an angel
Blood running from your eyes
Nothing can save you
One last kiss goodbye

You’re left on the road
And no one will wave
Finding the way back home
And all the mistakes
That you and me made
Finding the way back home

Did I drive away?
No one ever tries to change
Did I stop and wave?
No one can ever take you away

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2006 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

My mind is open
I will be chosen
Take what you know and
Speak for me

I will pretend
That you are my friend
Break what you own and
Speak for me

I will confess
That you are a mess
Nothing can save you
Cause you’re lonely
Nothing can change you
Cause you’re phony

I will not remember you
Step back, complicate the truth
I will never know you
Buried..

I’ll really
Know some way
I don’t know
Which way to go

I will not remember you
Step back, complicate the truth
I will never know you
Buried..
Buried in bloom..

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2006 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

And you will see
When you believe
That I’m the one
I’m the one who faded
And you will
Be lost still

Hey I’m wasting..
Hey I’m wasting away now

And you will see
You’re in the shadow of a wasteland
Cause I’m the one who
Cares to waste this feeling
And you will
Be lost still

Hey I’m wasting..
Hey I’m wasting away now
Hey I’m leaving you now
Hey I’m leaving you now

And you will
Be lost when
You don’t know
Where I’ve been

Hey I’m wasting..
Hey I’m wasting away now
Hey I’m leaving you now
Hey I’m leaving you now

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2006 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

The revolution’s near
All will dissapear
When the savior’s gone
Our night melts to dawn

I’ll wait for you my friend
When do we start again
Feelings wash ashore
Time spent breathing war

If I call you from heaven
Will you find someone to blame
And if I call you from heaven
Will you still know my name

The revolution’s here
I will dissapear
Feelings wash ashore
Time spent breathing war

If I call you from heaven
Will you find someone to blame
And if I call you from heaven
Will you still know my name
And if I call you from heaven
Will you find someone to blame
And if I call you from heaven
Will you still know my name

Will you still know my name
And find yourself to blame
When the world is gone

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2006 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

I was thinking about yesterday
When all the stars would fade away
I got to thinking and I will say now
I won't last forever but I know this will someday

Hold on..
Hold on
To what got when all you got are memories

I was thinking that I would say
My broken heart is in decay
But I'm feeling like I'm okay now
This won't last forever but I know this will one day

Hold on..
Hold on
To what got when all you got are memories

Let it be me

All this time I've been let down
I see now what it's like to be naive
How can I stop breaking down
I won't start but I always seem to dream
And hold on...
Just hold on...

Hold on..
Hold on
To what got when all you got are memories

Let it be me

All this time I've been let down
I see now what it's like to be naive
How can I stop breaking down
I won't start but I always seem to dream
Nevermind the things I said
I take it back cause I want to be free..
And hold on...
Just hold on...

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2006 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

So you can’t run away
I want to
No one else left to say
I want to

Fool yourself
Fool yourself

No one can find a way
To refuse
No one else meant to play
Win or lose
Fraud is another name
Good for you
Flawed is your only game
Here’s a clue

Fool yourself
Fool yourself

So you want to catch a phrase
You can use
No one else minds the praise
You abuse
Aw, you said we’re really great
I would too
Goddamn, I love to hate
What you do

Fool yourself
Fool yourself
Couldn’t arrest you anyway
Fool yourself

Fool yourself
Fool yourself
Couldn’t arrest you anyway
Fool yourself

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2006 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

Let's start a war and end it all
Before we break so we don't fall
It's fun to picture what we'll be
Cover up my eyes so I can't see

Let's pray for peace with a loaded gun
So we believe our will is done
Tie my hands up high so I can't steal
Open up my mind so I can't feel

Yeah we can
Yeah we can fight
Yeah we can fight for something real
Yeah we can
Yeah we can fight
Yeah we can fight for something real

So I will say
If I could heal the wounds
I'll be one for today
I'll be one
So I'll fade away
When I sell the world
I'll be gone for the day
I'll be gone

Let's start a war and end it all
So we can be the last to fall

Yeah we can
Yeah we can fight
Yeah we can fight for something real
Yeah we can
Yeah we can fight
Yeah we can fight for something real
Yeah we can
Yeah we can
Yeah we can fight for something real
Yeah we can
Yeah we can fight
Yeah we can fight for something real

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2006 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

What if you were the one
I abuse
What if you were the gun
I could use
I would shoot you up and leave
From my life
I will take you out believe
What you like

Hey..
So you’re rabbit hole is deep
I don’t mind
I could count red cards of sheep
In your mind
Will you be my heroine
Will you be my heroine
In my line
In my line

You’re in line

What if you
Were the only one..

What if you were the one
I could use
What if you were the gun
I abuse

You’re in line

I can’t be this way
No one has a say
I will let you in
You’re my heroine
I can’t ever part
The queen of my heart
I won’t be afraid
My love’s gone away

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2005 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

My mind is open
I will be chosen
Take what you know and
Speak for me

I will pretend
That you are my friend
Break what you own and
Speak for me

I will confess
That you are a mess
Nothing can save you
Cause you’re lonely
Nothing can change you
Cause you’re phony

I will not remember you
Step back, complicate the truth
I will never know you
Buried..

I’ll really
Know some way
I don’t know
Which way to go

I will not remember you
Step back, complicate the truth
I will never know you
Buried..
Buried in bloom..

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2005 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

What if you were the one
I abuse
What if you were the gun
I could use
I would shoot you up and leave
From my life
I will take you out believe
What you like

Hey..
So you’re rabbit hole is deep
I don’t mind
I could count red cards of sheep
In your mind
Will you be my heroine
Will you be my heroine
In my line
In my line

You’re in line

What if you
Were the only one..

What if you were the one
I could use
What if you were the gun
I abuse

You’re in line

I can’t be this way
No one has a say
I will let you in
You’re my heroine
I can’t ever part
The queen of my heart
I won’t be afraid
My love’s gone away

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2004 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

My mind is open
I will be chosen
Take what you know and
Speak for me

I will pretend
That you are my friend
Break what you own and
Speak for me

I will confess
That you are a mess
Nothing can save you
Cause you’re lonely
Nothing can change you
Cause you’re phony

I will not remember you
Step back, complicate the truth
I will never know you
Buried..

I’ll really
Know some way
I don’t know
Which way to go

I will not remember you
Step back, complicate the truth
I will never know you
Buried..
Buried in bloom..

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2004 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

And you will see
When you believe
That I’m the one
I’m the one who faded
And you will
Be lost still

Hey I’m wasting..
Hey I’m wasting away now

And you will see
You’re in the shadow of a wasteland
Cause I’m the one who
Cares to waste this feeling
And you will
Be lost still

Hey I’m wasting..
Hey I’m wasting away now
Hey I’m leaving you now
Hey I’m leaving you now

And you will
Be lost when
You don’t know
Where I’ve been

Hey I’m wasting..
Hey I’m wasting away now
Hey I’m leaving you now
Hey I’m leaving you now

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2004 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

Now that my wings are broken
And distant in your eyes
I can’t afford emotion
No innocent disguise
I tried to find a way to lose
The comfort in your lies
I can’t afford devotion
No easy way to hide

Now that my mind is open
And easier to find
I wanna see the ocean
Before my love goes blind
I tried so hard to envy you
The comfort of my crime
I wanna be the ocean
And leave it all behind

Leave it all behind…

Hold my hand I’ll drown with you..
Sing a sad song, speak the truth
Hold my hand I’m drowning

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2004 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

Hold my breath I'll drown in tears
I can't make this disappear
All of my friends I thought I knew
Will bring me closer to you

When I run away to you…

As the days go by I dream
About what you once meant to me
I can't buy this love for you
And wonder what I failed to do

Oh what to say to this
I wish I only knew
A better way to play the fool

Run Away
I can't take this, I won't drown and hang my head
But I will try...

So you reach out in fear
And I will try to be here
But why should I believe in you
And why must we pretend

Run away
I can't take this, I won't drown and hang my head
But I will try to believe in it
Run away
I can't take this, I won't drown and hang my head
But I will try to believe in it

Run away
I can't take this, I won't drown and hang my head
But I will try to believe in it
Run away
I can't take this, I won't drown and hang my head
Cause I will try...

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2003 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

So you think you know the answer
What else can I do?
I want to stop
In my dreams you are romantic
A stellar atmosphere
That shines in bloom

Tell them what you said,
"I want to live
I want to…"

Hey, I'm falling after you
And I want to…

You think you're high but I'm just landing
Into something new
I want to drop
In my dreams I am a cynic
Believing what I hear
I’d trust in you

Tell them what I said,
“I want to live
I want to…”

Hey, I'm falling after you
And I want to dream

In my dreams we are like children
Laughing, we'll pretend
Our love is true

Tell them what I said
I want to live
I want to…

Hey, I'm falling after you
And I want to dream
Yah, I'm falling after you
And I want to dream

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2003 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

Falling out of reach
Chances are we’re meant to be
The same again
I wanted to be
The one to give you everything
In the end

I will be your callus heart frustrated
I will be your shadow moonlit faded
Until you rise with me..

Farther out of reach
Chances are we’re meant to feel
The pain again
I wanted to be
The one to tell you everything
In the end

I will be your callus heart frustrated
I will be your shadow moonlit faded
Until you rise with me..

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2003 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

Let's start a war and end it all
Before we break so we don't fall
It's fun to picture what we'll be
Cover up my eyes so I can't see

Let's pray for peace with a loaded gun
So we believe our will is done
Tie my hands up high so I can't steal
Open up my mind so I can't feel

Yeah we can
Yeah we can fight
Yeah we can fight for something real
Yeah we can
Yeah we can fight
Yeah we can fight for something real

So I will say
If I could heal the wounds
I'll be one for today
I'll be one
So I'll fade away
When I sell the world
I'll be gone for the day
I'll be gone

Let's start a war and end it all
So we can be the last to fall

Yeah we can
Yeah we can fight
Yeah we can fight for something real
Yeah we can
Yeah we can fight
Yeah we can fight for something real
Yeah we can
Yeah we can
Yeah we can fight for something real
Yeah we can
Yeah we can fight
Yeah we can fight for something real

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2003 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

Bang me, blame me, and I won't try to feel it
Kill me, drill me, I won't give a shit
Feeling like I just gave into it
Feeling down now I won't deal with it

I stand alone..
and I'll stand alone when I'm bleeding
I cried alone..
and I'll cry one more feeling

Bang me, blame me, and I won't try to feel it
Kill me, drill me, I won't give a shit
Feeling like I just gave into it
Feeling down now I won't deal with it

I stand alone..
When I'm bleeding
I cried alone..
and I'll cry one more feeling

I know how you're feeling
You feel just like the pain I'm breathing
You won't let it bleed so cut it loose
And cut it from me

I stand alone..
When I'm bleeding
I cried alone..
and I'll cry one more feeling

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2003 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

Are we alone?
And are we meant to be?
Far from home and one step from everything?
I'll be afraid, you'll be mad
Together we'll seem so sad
No one to call out my name
I turned around and then I heard you sing,

"Is it over now
Are you over now
Will you find a place
To cry and try to sleep another day"

"Don't give up,
And don't tear down your dreams", she said
"It's not enough
To throw away what you will be"
I'll be here when you're sad
Together we'll seem so bad it's good
No one to hear me call your name
Well that's alright cause I will sing,

"Is it over now
Are you over now
Will you find a place
To cry and try to sleep another day
Is it over now
Are you over now
Will you find a place
To cry and try to sleep another day"

I can't find it
I won't find it
But I will find it
Cause tomorrow I will find it
I will find myself a better place..

I'm not alone
I've got my hope again
It's all that I own
When I'm with my friends
I'll be okay when we're there
Together we'll build these dreams we share
We will call each others names
And tomorrow they will break down and hear us sing,

"Is it over now
Are you over now
Will you find a place
To cry and try to sleep another day
Is it over now
Are you over now
Will you find a place
To cry and try to sleep another day.."

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2003 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

I can't ride no, can't write yah
With a mantra I'm not bored yah
Talking to me, no one likes me
Troubled link boy, I'm not inborn
Sit on my fear, cheat on my dreams
What I've not seen, I'm perspired
Stripped up ceiling, timeless oceans
Take up my time, I'm not worried

I'm a lender I'm a spender
I lost something in this garden
Take my handle on the mantle
I'm not lazy I'm a god
Where's the lady she can save me?
Where's the sulfur I have grown?
Not a season in all reason
Without hate I have gone home
No defiance, my alliance
Without dignity, I'm cold
There's a chanter on the mantra
Less to see I have grown old
I'm a lender with all splendor
I lost something in this garden
Take my handle on the mantle
I'm not lazy I'm a..

Without you I am nothing, bored
Without you I am something, less
Where are you in my dreams?
Held onto in my screams?
Trouble it be, unto you
I have not been there

I'm a lender I'm a spender
I lost something in this garden
Take my handle on the mantle
I'm not lazy I'm a god
Where's the lady she can save me?
Where's the sulfur I have grown?
Not a season in all reason
Without hate I have gone home
No defiance, my alliance
Without dignity, I'm cold
There's a chanter on the mantra
Less to see I have grown old
I'm a lender with all splendor
I lost something in this garden
Take my handle on the mantle
I'm not lazy I'm afraid of you..

I can't write, no
Can't ride, yah
With a mantra
Honey I'm not bored, yah
Talking to me
No one likes me
Tripped up ceilings
Wake up my fright
I'm not worried...

I'm a lender I'm a spender
I lost something in this garden
Take my handle on the mantle
I'm not lazy I'm a god
Where's the lady she can save me?
Where's the sulfur I have grown?
Not a season in all reason
Without hate I have gone home
No defiance, my alliance
Without dignity, I'm cold
There's a chanter on the mantra
Less to see I have grown old
I'm a lender with all splendor
I lost something in this garden
Take my handle on the mantle
I'm not lazy I'm a...
Take my handle on the mantle
I'm not lazy I'm a god
Where's the lady she can save me?
Where's the sulfur I have grown?
I'm a lender with all splendor
I lost something in this garden
Take my handle on the mantle
I'm not crazy I'm unknown

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2003 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

Get away get away get away
Get away from what people say
I don't care I don't care I don't care
What they say to our enemy

Far away far away we're far away
Far away from what people say
I don't care I shouldn't care I don't care
What they say to our enemy

Transcending far from my dreams
I can't help but feel something
What to say?

Transcending far from my dreams
You can't help but fall into me
Save me from what I'm thinking
I wish I couldn't see what it's like to be free

I don't care

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2002 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

You couldn't break it baby
You tried to throw it my way
Just a little closer now baby
I think you like it when I say "please"

You couldn't bring it to me baby
You were never oh so strong
I tried to take it away from you baby
I didn't know your legs were so long

I can feel you trembling baby
I can feel you're going my way
What are the memories for now baby
Wouldn't you like to feel the pain that would stay

Once it's over
We're all over
To hate is to listen and envy god because he made this
And now we're trapped inside by the doors

Once it's over
We're all over
To hate is to listen and envy god because he made this
Once it's over
We're all over
To hate is to listen and envy god because he made this
And now we're trapped inside by the doors

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2002 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

Are we alone?
And are we meant to be
Far from home
And one step from everything?

I'll be afraid, you'll be mad
Together we'll seem so sad
No one to call out my name
I turned around and then I heard you sing

"Is it over now?
Are you over now?
Will you find a place
To cry and try to sleep another day?"

"Don't give up
And don't tear down your dreams," she said
"It's not enough
To throw away what you will be"

I'll be here when you are sad
Together we'll seem so bad it's good
No one to hear me call your name
Well that's alright because I will sing

"Is it over now?
Are you over now?
Will you find a place
To cry and try to sleep another day?"
Is it over now?
Are you over now?
Will you find a place
To cry and try to sleep another..."

I can't find it
I won't find it
But I will find it
Cause tomorrow I will find it
I will find myself a better place

I'm not alone
I've got my hope again
It's all that I own
When I'm with my friends

I'll be okay when we're there
Together we'll build these dreams we share
We will call each others names
And tomorrow they will break down and hear us sing

"Is it over now?
Are you over now?
Will you find a place
To cry and try to sleep another day?"

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2002 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

Well I've seem reach for a thousand lies
Pushing and pushing till they lose their minds
Breaking the seam and they fall on through
Living their lives as they envy you

I cannot feel as though it's hard to believe
But I know it's truly something that I don't need
Bring it down and thank them for me
You had your chance and you just couldn't see
Look out

Well I've seem reach for a thousand skies
Pushing and pushing till they lose their minds
Breaking the seam and they fall on through
Living their lives as they envy you

I cannot feel as though it's hard to believe
But I know it's truly something that I don't need
Bring it down and thank them for me
You had your chance and you just couldn't see

You'll be gone tomorrow
I'll be waiting there
I can't wait, I just can't wait
To make you realize that you'll never care

You're all run out

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2002 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

If you ever heard of
This bringing me down
Better off you better
Make this hurt
Have I told you that
I liked it when you fooled me
If you even thought to
Break me break me

Feeling the feeling overboard
Break off the incense have some more

Tried to break my through
To the house bill
Over-take it and
Sell your food
Wish that I was someone else
And you don’t know me
Cause I will try to kill
In my bad mood

Feeling the feeling overboard
Break off the incense have some more

Feeling the feeling overboard
Break off the incense have some more

If you ever heard of
This bringing me down
Better off you better
Make this hurt
Have I told you that
I liked it when you fooled me
If you even thought to
Break me break me

Feeling the feeling overboard
Break off the incense have some more

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2002 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

I can see the way you look at me
With those devilistic cat’s eyes
Build it up and break it down some more
You know you never had it bad before
Go cat go she’s a driving machine
Going down for the love of me
I can think and I can’t believe it
After everything I’ve seen...

Hey!

I can see the way you look at me
With those devilistic cat’s eyes
Build it up and break it down some more
You know you never had it bad before
Go cat go she’s a driving machine
Going down for the love of me
I can think and I can’t believe it
After everything I’ve seen...

Hey!

I wish you will...

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2002 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

You will like it when I can't see ya
I'm feeling nothing and I can't breathe
You will like it when I'm fire
I think I like it but I am a liar

You will like it when I can't see ya
I'm feeling nothing and I can't breathe
You will like it when I'm fire
I think I like it but I am a liar

And they'll be, yah they'll be
The way they want to
They will see, yah they will see
The way they want to
They will breathe, yah they will breathe
The way they want to
They will dream, yah they will dream
To be just like you

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2002 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

I know you can't help but think
I know you don't know why
Everybody's singing, everybody dies
The little kids think that if you go to hell
You're gonna turn it into hate
Then you're yell

"Hey wait, can it wait?"

I know you can't help but think
I know you don't know why
Everybody's seeing flashbulbs in my eyes
The little kids think that if you go to hell
You're gonna turn it into hate
Then you're yell

"Hey wait, can it wait?"

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2002 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

I can’t ride no, I can’t write yah
With a mantra, I’m not board yah
Talking to me, no one likes me
Troubled link boy, I’m not inborn
Sit on my fear, cheat on my dreams
What I’ve not seen, I’m perspired
Stripped up ceilings, timeless oceans
Take up my time, I’m not worried

I’m a lender I’m a spender
I lost something in this garden
take my handle on this mantle
I’m not lazy I’m a god
Where’s the lady she can save me
Where’s the sulfur I have grown
Not a season in all reason
Without hate I have gone home
No defiance my alliance
Without dignity I’m cold
There’s a chanter on the mantra
Less to see I have grown old
I’m a lender I’m a spender
I can’t wait with you forever
I put nothing on the mantle
I’m not lazy I’m a...

Without you, I am nothing, bored
Without you, I am something, less
Where are you in my dreams?
Held onto in my screams?
Trouble it be, unto you
I have not been there

I’m a lender I’m a spender
I lost something in this garden
take my handle on this mantle
I’m not lazy I’m a god
Where’s the lady she can save me
Where’s the sulfur I have grown
Not a season in all reason
Without hate I have gone home
No defiance my alliance
Without dignity I’m cold
There’s a chanter on the mantra
Less to see I have grown old
I’m a lender I’m a spender
I can’t wait with you forever
I put nothing on the mantle
I’m not lazy I’m a...
--fraid of you

I can’t ride no, I can’t write yah
With a mantra, I’m not board yah
Stripped up ceilings, timeless mercies
Take up my time, wake up my fright
I’m not worried...

I’m a lender I’m a spender
I lost something in this garden
take my handle on this mantle
I’m not lazy I’m a god
Where’s the lady she can save me
Where’s the sulfur I have grown
Not a season in all reason
Without hate I have gone home
No defiance my alliance
Without dignity I’m cold
There’s a chanter on the mantra
Less to see I have grown old
I’m a lender I’m a spender
I can’t wait with you forever
I put nothing on the mantle
I’m not lazy I’m a...
Take my handle on the mantle
I’m not lazy I’m a god
Where’s the lady she can save me
Where’s the sulfur I have grown
I’m a lender with all splendor
I lost something in this garden
take my handle on this mantle
I’ve gone crazy I’m unknown...

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2002 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

Break away from the shadows and your friends
Live your life and wait to see the end
Put me down you know I love to be
Let it all fade out and you’ll see...

You’ll run...

Break away from the shadows and your friends
Live your life and wait to see the end
Put me down you know I love to be
Let it all fade out then you’ll see...

Seems like I will always feel this way
Without you I know that it’s gone
I will be alone for another day
I know that it seems like you don’t want to be wrong

Seems like I will always feel this way
Without you I know that it’s gone
I will be alone for another day
I know that it seems like you don’t want to be wrong

You’ll run...
Run

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2002 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

Seems like we're going crazy
Out of this mindless envy
Break down don't break down on me
Find me and break what you see

Don't come to me for the youth...
Don't come to me you want to

Pretend you'll pretend to be
I'm not the boy you made me
The hard lines and hard times we've shared
A long way from the times that we've beared

Don't come to me for the youth...
Don't come to me you want to

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2002 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

You're never gonna see her cry
And all you wanna do is try

Oh baby, baby, don't you mess with my baby
Yah baby, baby, don't you mess with my baby
Cause you'll see and you'll know
That you're never gonna let her go

You tried to see her last night
And all you wanna do is try

Oh baby, baby, don't you mess with my baby
Yah baby, baby, don't you mess with my baby
Cause you'll see and you'll know
That you're never gonna let her go

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2002 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

Break away from the troubled youth
Live your life and speak the truth
Don’t ask me I’ll follow you now
I was here don’t fuckin’ drag me down

I love the blame that’s the way I’ll see
If I can’t stop hiding jealousy
Lesson learned now you’re out of luck
You break me down then you build me right back up

I’m not letting her
Fall down in the dirt
She’s losing control
Psychotic, I’ll make her
Go rattle and roll

Rattle and roll...

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2002 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

Well I've seem reach for a thousand lies
Pushing and pushing till they lose their minds
Breaking the seam and they fall on through
Living their lives as they envy you

I cannot feel as though it's hard to believe
But I know it's truly something that I don't need
Bring it down and thank them for me
You had your chance and you just couldn't see
Look out

Well I've seem reach for a thousand skies
Pushing and pushing till they lose their minds
Breaking the seam and they fall on through
Living their lives as they envy you

I cannot feel as though it's hard to believe
But I know it's truly something that I don't need
Bring it down and thank them for me
You had your chance and you just couldn't see

You'll be gone tomorrow
I'll be waiting there
I can't wait, I just can't wait
To make you realize that you'll never care

You're all run out

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2002 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

You try
Try to separate
Your will
Will to find a way
Away from the broken dreams
You gave me you said you were my friend

I will find a way to hate...

He tries
Says he’s overrated
Like you
Trying not to rhyme
This line
Guess I’ve already done
what I said I couldn’t do before

I will find a way to hate...

Hate me...
For you alone

Hate me...
For you alone
Hate me...
For you alone

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 2001 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

Seems like we're going crazy
Out of this mindless envy
Break down don't break down on me
Find me and break what you see

Don't come to me for the youth...
Don't come to me you want to

Pretend you'll pretend to be
I'm not the boy you made me
The hard lines and hard times we've shared
A long way from the times that we've beared

Don't come to me for the youth...
Don't come to me you want to

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 1997 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

And because of you
I’m afraid of you
Just because of me
You would like to be fucked

Enemy...

Killed my sanity
Here’s what’s left of me
Find another way
To blow my mind away gone

Enemy...

My life
Goodbye
I’d like
To die

Enemy...

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 1997 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.

I love the way you see
It’s just like heaven on a cloudy day
I know you don’t mean to
You feel alone and want to die
It’s just another dream for you
I know you don’t mean to

Hey, you don’t recognize me anymore
I know you don’t mean to
Far away from everything and you want to die
I know you don’t mean to

I wish I was empty just like you...
I wish I was empty

I wish I was empty just like you...
I wish I was empty

Lyrics Written by Bryan Ferguson.
© Copyright 1997 Bryan Ferguson. All Rights Reserved.